Missing You / Mom
Melissa, I still can't believe you are not going to walk in the front door with your happy voice. I get up everymorning asking why and go to bed everynight asking why.
All of your life I loved you so much, even in death my love is still there. I know how much you were hurting for your baby boy, but I miss my baby girl. Big Eric can't seem to fuction and he wants to leave Roswell and then he doesn't because his last memories of you and him are here.
I wish I could help him, but I don't know what to say. I know you can still guide him to do the right things, so help him out, o.k.!!!
Mia is o.k. We love her so much, I just hurt so bad that she will not know her mom. She'll never know how funny you were or how you loved life. She will not get to see you, only hear about you.
I can't believe that you are really gone. I cannot help but relive the police coming to my door that morning, I kept thinking they were going to say I needed to get to the hospital,then they said, your daughter is deceased. Those are words that just will not get out of my head nor my heart.
I want to hug you again, I want to hear your voice, I want to die, but I know I am needed here for Thomas, Amber, Anthony and my grand kids, so I will wait just like you did until God calls me home to be with all of you. Until then watch over us, visit us in our dreams, let us feel your presence in our lives.
I love you
Mom
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